Do not necessarily think in terms of obligation

 

If I ever get married, it'll be in a desert island, with no one there, there is only you & me. 

Well... at the beginning of our life we do not ask ourselves how we are going to end it up. We think neither about our future nor about love. But there is that point one reaches in life when everything needs an answer or, at least, there must be an answer. Everything seems to be either so platonic or romantic and we end up believing unbelievable things. That’s the mistake. The fact of falling in love easily could be extremely hurtful since love is a very difficult issue to be touched on. 

Most of the time single people regret being alone and a married couple would pay anything for being single. That’s called happiness. Anyone gives us rules about how to be happy. It just happens or not. There are no fixed rules in life but real facts and blank holes that need to be filled. 

There is that moment in which you can see your own path and it gives you two branches: you can be either optimistic or a coward. On the one hand, it is the platonic view of life; you can see the person of your dreams, waiting for you until the world ends, dreaming about you forever. On the other hand, there is the devilish side of life, you want to run away since you have realised that the human being’s perfect combination does not exist. 

Love? what about it? if you show interest and care too much... it's bad (unless the person you are showing interest to is mature enough and that's very difficult in most of the cases). If you ignore themselves, that's bad too. So... what do we have to do? One must reach the conclusion that life is senseless. And, in fact, it is. So take it easy. It does not have any kind of answer. There were ancient cultures who thought that one must work in order to fullfil God's will and believed in the idea of the "Beruf". But, my dears, those random things do not happen nowadays... I'm so sorry. What we have nowadays is called "The hard fact"; once you decide to act and not react is when you get into troubles.

I don’t want to talk a lot without saying much. I just want to speak effectively.

There are the ones who will make you laugh and there are the ones who will make you cry. There are those who hurt you and maybe they regret it right now. There are those who helped you in hard knocks and maybe they are proud of themselves right now. There are the firsts and there are the second. There are the tall and there are the short. There are the good and the bad. There are the slim and there are the fats. But at the end of our lives we are all the same, without pros and cons. 

The key to survive is to keep your mind fit as much as possible. Don’t become mad. Don’t hurt anyone or, at least, try it. 

Let somebody love you, life would not be possible without smiling. So let’s smile not for smiling sake but for the rest of your life. 

Note: there is a lot of implicit information in my words.Sorry for the punctuation marks, it comes from my mind. Kinda overflow of thoughts

Are we afraid of finishing life in the wrong direction? I hope someone could answer me that question any day. 

LET YOUR MIND BE CREATIVE

Being sat in a sofa under a yellow light can be the help one needs to start writing.

I cannot stop wondering where are you… I think about you everyday, every second and every minute. You must be outside but don’t know whether you are waiting for me or not. Sometimes I feel as if I’ve been inside a bubble without breathing, dead. In fact, I was not alone… but in spite of it I was looking for you. I imagine my walking path, I become blocked, I am inspired, and my mind runs from one place to another without thinking. If we get rid of the politically correct things… would it be possible to live? If we want our dreams become true… what should we do? And what happens if you don’t exist and are only a product of my imagination…? What happens if I cannot find you never ever and become mad…? Nobody knows so, anyone wouldn’t help me, I know. But here it’s the free will that plays such an important role. I don’t know whether what I am writing right now makes sense or not, but I actually don’t mind. I only want you to read this and get my message. I want to make you think about it because it could be the starting point for two searches. I don’t know if it sounds too passionate but… seriously I don’t mind. The only thing I need is to provoke the unique effect on the reader, on you. If I reach my goal, I promise I won’t deceive you, believe me love.

Making Love.

Two bodies,

two minds,

two souls.

Duality

Passion

Freedrom

You
 Me
Us

The world

No todo tiene respuesta

Quizás sea positivo el que estés en ausente ya que podrías estar pensando en una respuesta para darme. 
Quizás ni me tengas en tu mente y mis palabras sólo sean tres frases más que tengas que leer. 
Quizás aún sientas algo y tengas miedo a perder. No se me ocurren explicaciones para darte ni tampoco razones que contarte. 
Quizás estés en ausente y lo sigas durante el resto de mi vida. 
Sólo es la incertidumbre que creas en mí, que ni tú mismo sabes, esa manera de hipnotizarme el pensamiento y dejarme sin palabra. 
Es extremadamente increible el llegar a saber el porque de como me siento si te pienso. 
Jamás se me ocurriría llamar a esto amor, ni tampoco querer. Me atrevería a decir pasión a lo medianamente desconocido.

As it comes, it goes.

Cloudy water,

Enlightening with gold twinkles

the dark forest

of the warm night.

The Insecurity of a soul,

the security of another,

they reject each other.

Both would fuse together

If one of them knew about

The insecurity it entails;

Two souls fusing together,

Without thinking about the risk of the ephemeral.

There is no eternity,

There is no security,

Since

Nothing is eternal and,

Consequently,

Nothing is secure.

Es transitorio

Aguas turbias

que iluminan con destellos dorados

el bosque oscuro

de la noche cálida.

La Inseguridad de un alma,

La seguridad de otra,

Se rechazan.

Ambas fusionarían

Si una de ellas supiese

la Inseguridad que ello conlleva;

el fusionarse con un alma,

sin pensar el riesgo de lo efímero.

No existe eternidad,

no existe Seguridad,

ya que;

nada es eterno y,

por consiguiente,

nada es seguro.

Maybe.

I’m actually wondering;

Why did you come to me?

Why did you make me laugh?

If you decided to disappear

And move away…

Where are you?

I can’t see you.

I believe you should come back

Because one of these days

I would like to contemplate the sunrise

with you… in front of me

Our skins start shinning

under the sun light

and happiness must reign.

I want you to whisper nice words in my ear..

I’m afraid of losing

afraid of *loving

afraid of suffering

But feeling

Maybe you are not here,

Maybe you never come back

Maybe it is your fear what prevents you from loving me

Maybe there is a long way under our short and simple story

Maybe there is nothing at all

Maybe soon I hear from you

Perhaps you are not in love with me… or maybe yes.

Maybe we can share a whole night looking at the stars

until the sunrise,

And it could be a moment without an end…

Un tal vez.

Y realmente ahora me pregunto;
¿Por qué llegaste a mí?
¿Por qué me hiciste reir?
Si hace tiempo decidiste desaparecer
y alejarte de mí...

¿Dónde estás?
No puedo verte.

Creo que ya puedes volver,
porque un día de estos
me gustaría ver como sale el sol
junto a tí...

Y que empiecen a brillar nuestras pieles
bajo su luz...
que reine la felicidad...
que me susurres al oído palabras bonitas...

Tengo miedo a perder,
miedo a querer,
miedo a sufrir,
pero no a sentir.

Tal vez ni estés aquí,
tal vez no vuelvas nunca,
tal vez será tu miedo el que te impida sentir por mí.
Tal vez haya un largo etcétera bajo nuestra simple y corta historia.
Tal vez no haya nada.
Tal vez pronto tendré noticias de tí...
Tal vez ni estés enamorado de mí... o quizás si. 

Tal vez compartamos una noche bajo la luz de las estrellas
hasta que el sol se decida a salir,
y puede que ese momento no tenga fin...